Frustrations

I needed to vent so I created a blog. I really think that life is getting to me. I am so frustrated with everyone and everything around me. Between school, my family life, trying to lose that everlasting 20 lbs.,I'm a little annoyed. Okay, I'm a lot annoyed. I was apprehensive about creating a blog in the first place because I feel as if nothing significant is going on in my life right now...or ever!
I'm just going to freestyle some of the immediate problems that are on my mind.
I'm upset that he's not responding to my messages
upset that its taking so long to lose weight
upset that its taking so long to graduate
upset about being overweight
upset that i never have money
upset about all the boring bullshit I'm learning in school
upset that my mother's husband is bullshitting
upset that I have nothing going on in my life right now
upset that females hate
upset that its so hard to find genuine people
upset that i can't just settle for making friends with the people i know right now
upset that I'm not as motivated as I should be
upset about all of the stupid rules of dating
upset about the way I blew up at someone this week

I know that some of my problems are partially my fault, but I don't know how to go about changing my attitude or behavior.
Sometimes I hate to go on and on about my problems because life could be a lot worse, but the fact that things indeed could be alot worse also upsets me.
I've been hostile to people lately because I'm tired of people taking advantage of me. I'm tired of people talking to me however they want to. I'm tired of the rudeness and the bullshit. I guess I've just been letting people get to me and I'm tired to feeling lonely. I guess if so many things about people annoy me, I would be lonely.